2 years gone........

Hari nih genap 2 taun dlm kalender islam pemergian ibuku tersyg…sedey sgt sbb  lg baper hari je kn nk raya…camtuhlar sambutan raya kami setiap taun slps pemergian arwah…patut kter raser bsyukur sbb arwah pergi dlm bln yg mulia impian setiap umat Islam di dunia nih tp aku raser sedey hari raya lar Hari yg meriah dpt bkumpul sekeluarga bmaaf2an tp kami hanya tnggl ayah je…n insyaAllah kami akan jg ayah dgn baik…amiiinnn

Sebelum arwah pergi Alhamdulillah arwah dpt sempurnakn impian dier slamer nih iaitu menunaikn fardhu Haji juga umrah sekali walaupn arwah prnh mengadu yg ibadat umrah dier tuh xsempurna tp arwah bsyukur dpt mjejakkn kaki skali lg ke saner..arwah jugak dpt meraikan perkahwinan aku, dpt meraser ader menantu(menantu pilihan oke) dpt jugak meraser ader cucu walaupn dpt mjg cucunya utk beberapa bln sbb arwah xsihat…walaupn xsihat arwah tetap gagahkn jugak utk mjg cucu dier…skang arwah bakal mdpt sorg lg cucu…walaupn xdpt pgg n sambut tp aku yakin arwah mesti gembira sbb dh ader 2 org cucu skang…idaman arwah utk mpunyai ramai cucu cumer  hajat xkesampaian arwah nk bwk cucu sulung dier ke surau slalu…setiap kali arwah pgg cucu sulung dier mesti dier pesan nnti teman nenek g surau yek…tngiang2 kt telinga nih dgr

Alhamdulillah jugak hajat arwah utk mpunyai sebuah rumah 2 tngkt tcapai cumer yg sgt tkilan arwah xsempat tnggl kt umah baru…so setiap bln kami sekeluarga akan balik utk beberapa hari n bersih2kn aper yg patut…stkt nih xder tanda2 utk ayah ku tnggl di umah baru tuh atas komitment dier pd surau di sini…insyaAllah jika umah sewa kami di kwsn bdktn ngn umah baru tuh dh abis utang mayb ayah akan pndh saner atleast ader jugak income dier…n jika umah kt sini masih lg ader insyaAllah aku ngn hubby akan tnggl di sini n ader jugak duit extra ayahku dpt bler kami byr bln2 umah tuhJ

Last but not least doa terakhir arwah pd ku utk dpt kije baru pon tcapai…even xsempat mraser duit gaji pertamaku di tempat baru tp aku tau nih yg arwah nk dr aku…berkat dr aku yg mnurut sgala kehendak arwah walaupn ader sdkt ketidak serasian Antara kami tp aku yakin doa setiap ibu sgt mujarab and lebih afdhal lg jika kter sbg anak menurut perintah n kehendak dier…tidak terlalu mengikut emosi n nafsu kter sbg manusia…ingatlah slg ibu & bapa kter masih idup turutlar kehendak mereka insyaAllah segala aper yg mereka katerkn itu utk kebaikn diri kter sndri…berkat ksbrn aku ngn perangai ibu ku jugak mbuahkn hasil n rezeki dr Allah xthingga…xdpt aku bygkn if aku tidak ikut ckp ibuku dulu n ikut kehendak nafsu ku aku xkn berjaya sehingga skrg…jika aku xikut ckp ibuku utk sambung pengajian di Poli sudah tentu aku xkn bjumper ngn suami ku skrg…jika ku tdk ikut ckp ibu ku mengenai jodoh ku sudah tentu aku akan raser bslh sgt n idup ku xkn tenteram…tp tuhlar sgala keputusan seorg ibu itu ader hikmah nyer n kebaikan dier…oleh itu sgala keputusan yg kter amik dlm dunia nih haruslar ader perkongsian bsamer ibu/ayah kter slagi kter masih di bwh jagaan mereka…jgnlah kter asyik ikut kehndak hati kter yg blum tentu ader kebaikan nyer suatu hari nnti…dgn itu kter akan sentiasa raser gelisah jugak sentiasa beraser serba kekurangan…jgnlar jugak kter melebihkn org luar dr keluarga sndri …setiap keputusan yg diambil hndklar kter rujuk dgn keluarga tdkt dahulu walaupn akhir nnti akan mlukakn diri sndri atleast kter tau yg kter masih ader keluarga n mak/ayah

Sengaja ku coretkn di sini tanda ingatan ku kepada arwah supaya ku xluper akan tarikh peninggalan arwah dr kami:’(

hello december

hi december....pls b good to me...as we can see yesterday was a nice number 12/12/12...so many events came yesterday...many people has choose this date as it only came another hundred years....who can ever live another 100 years? In Shaa Allah if Allah allows us to stay more ages in this world might hv a chance to meet this date again...well said 2012 going to end soon and this year i,ve faced so many experience in mylife such as sweet, sour and bitter.......

beginning of year 2012 i've decided to change my style...actually i already think about it a year ago....i started to like a hijab pages and follow any bloggers with intrend style...my 1st hijab i bought it from Radiusite...the page that attracted me the most...i dont know why but when a friend of mine sharing a post from Radiusite and me like wow nice shawl...so i was like move my mouse and click to the page and without wasting so much of time i just click the like button....since that i always bought their shawl and if there were no stock in their website i'll take my time and go to their boutique and got it 1 for my collection...until now i dont even remember how many of their collection i hv...the most i love was their ADRA collection....everytime when there is a update about ADRA i will get it atleast 1 piece it will make me satisfied eventhough i just wore them for once;)...it just like a GUCCI or LV limited edition that u must hv:p...but as a normal people who can effort to get those handbag for 1 i already feel Alhamdulillah of what i have now....so i started to wear hijab on Chinese New Year...all of my colleague Alhamdulillah i dont even feel an offence towards me which most of them are non muslim...they even encourage me e.g bought me a instant hijab on my birthday...how sweet of them...really appreciate it....Alhamduliillah

time flies so fast at the mid of February my mom felt sick....she cant even wake up and need people to help her to go to the toilet...the most patient person i can see was my father...so there is a sad moment for me which actually she is taking of my baby that time...when she felt sicked i felt like my world become a numb....Ya Allah who is going to take care of my baby...i know at the same time i am so selfish (just let me be the only 1 who knew it) but i still left my baby to my mom house...during she is sicked my father is the one who look after my baby and at the same time he taking care of my mother and brother...can u imagine how tough he is?End of February my mom went to the clinic and doctor said that my mom hv a cyst... Cyst if u can see actually most of the women will get once...and it is not that dangerous (i think)...so my mom's cyst not that bad actually so she just hv to come back to the clinic and do some dressing...bcos she not that strong to use the stairs up n down, so she decided to go to the hospital and admitted there...1 week she stayed there the doctor said she can discharge...after discharge she still need to do the dressing and my dad will do that for her....after that my grandfather pass away...how i feel like the lightening just get into my heart...the night before he passed away i was there standing in front of him and crying but do nothing(how bad i was that time)...seriously i really hv no idea what to do anymore...i can see all my uncles n aunties sitting next to him and recite Yassin for him like he no much longer to live:'(....about 4 am in the morning me n my sister went back home since my baby stay alone with my hubby...that time i was fully breast feeding my baby...the next day (Friday) i remembered actually i took halfday cos my mom hv an appointment with the doctor...suddenly i received a call from my sister and told me that my grandfather left us to meet his creator...Ya Allah another more test you gave me to see how strong i am....so i called my husband to come back cos we will packing back our things and go back to Perak....reached there almost noon and waiting for him...since i hv a baby so i'm not following them to the grave...i stayed with my sister, hubby, mom and few of our relatives.....at night as usual we hv a tahlil for my grandfather following to the next day...how hard for us as HIS slave to died on Friday but Alhamdulillah my grandfather is the choosen 1...Al-Fatihah


to be continued..............................

+ missing u badly +

ntah maner silap nyer sejak 2 menjak nih asik sesitip jew xbtempat...mayb sbbkn bendera merah kn...n sejak 2 menjak nih teringt sgt kt arwah...Ya Allah kuatkn hati ku ini...ckp psl bendera merah nih fhm2 jewlar blum lg rezeki kica nk dpt adik...org ramai dh btanyer bler kica nk dpt adik...huurrrmmm blum ader jwpn utk itu...member baik ku maser poli baru beranak bln 4 tempoh hari dh tmbh lg sorg....bdk skolar aku dulu pon preg jugak....aku beranak dulu dr dier tp samer bln...mahu mmg mahu tpppppppp.......aku tau xder saper yg boleh jg aku btl2 selain arwah jg aku dulu maser dlm pantang....even maser aku preg arwah jg elok2 cucu dier tuh....asik tanyer dh mkn blum....sian cucu mak:'(....huaaarrgghhh Ya Allah aku xkuat utk ingtkn sumer menda tuh....dier tau aku xbleh bau masakan dier akan masak utk aku....siapkn bekalan utk aku pegi kije....mulianyer pengorbanan seorg ibu utk anak dan juga nenek utk cucu dier...maser aku dlm pantang tuh arwah jg aku dr muler smpai abis pantang...masak utk aku...siapkn air panas utk aku mandi.....siapkn sgala bagai jamu...mlyn kerenah aku yg mcm bdk2....Ya Allah klau arr aku tau koe lebey sygkn arwah dr kami dh lamer aku bdoa utk koe mberi kami rezeki yg xterhingga nih dr awal perkahwinan kami.....arwah pon prnh tanyer bler dier nk dpt cucu...bler dh dpt arwah xsempat nk jg dier n tgk cucu dier pandai jln or bcakap...sumer tuh sgtlar limit utk arwah....even maser arwah sakit pon dier masih lg bela cucu dier tuh...sakit2 pon dier gagahkn jugak jg even utk mengenjut buaian kica....alhamdulillah smnggu sblm arwah pergi dier sempat jumper cucu dier n main2 ngn kica....KAU lar yg maha mngetahui Ya Allah....aku percaya 1 hari nnti rezeki itu akan ader tp mungkin bkn skang sbb kubur arwah masik merah lg n aku klau bleh xnk susahkn mak mertua ku....even klau dier dkt pon aku masih raser malu nk mntk dier tlg aku....aku lebey rela utk jg diri sndri dr mnyusahkan dier....n aku akan lebey sedih bler mngenangkn arwah yg jg aku slamer nih kn skali servis btukar tgn pulak...tuh lg pilu....so klau bleh jgnlar ader lg org btanyerkn mgenai perihal ini which is the answer are still the same....I JUST CANNOT

whatssaaapppp

wasssuuuppp3...whatsappp mendanyer...nih bkn psl apps kew...kihihkih...well3...sgtlar 'bz' skang nih...smpai tertito jap...tpppppp wut makes me wanna write wassss...eng cam ntah3 paper kn...hahahhaa tbacer 1 artikel dr blogger fofular hamis jalikha a.k.a hanis zalikha...actually i xder arr free sgt smpai mbacer2 blog org nih...what makes me feel to open and read her blog just bcos of her telemovie name Mariam Kg Putat...i heard she was the main actress...so i pn sajer2 bkk...skali daaannngggg...sumthing capture from my eyes....her article names TAAT PADA BOYFIE....well tipu arr if i xcamtuh kn dulu...hhhuuurrrmmm xhengat sgt arr time2 bcenta sejak dh kawen n ader anak nih...bkn aper org kater bler kter dh beranak some of our memory akan ilang sbb kuat sgt PUSH...wutttt????PUSH??hahhahaa...klau beranak normal memey arr kena push...paper jewlar kn...dulu setau i lar i xder arr nk taat2 nih...just bcos nk jg hati org kter pon kena mnipu jugak....tp alhamdulillah at the same time i did that to my parents as well...bkn takat nk jg ati boyfie nih jew...sbb i know klau dh jodoh x ke maner sooooo saper dier nih nk kter dgr ckp or whatsoever lar kn...bek dgr ckp mak lg bgs sbb bler mak kter dh xder baru kter akan tpk naper dr dulu kter xdgr ckp mak klau x mesti menda nih xtjd....so sejak arwah mak pergi tnggl kn kami bsamer kekasihnyer yg abadi(lirik nk tiru malique jew kn-gedix) so far i've never felt any regrets or wut...just when she felt sicked i've done sumthing which when i remembered my tears will coming out...so dr mbiarkn air mata nih mgalir dpn2 staff n student di sini bek i thinked about it when i reached home or on my way back home....okeh so what i'm gonna to say here pompuan nih klau dh syg dlm2 kt sorg lelaki mesti dier dh did sumthing dluar jangkaan....dh tuh smpai kn sanggup mnangis xnk kuar bilik tkt kantoi mata lebam ngn mak hanya dsbbkn si boyfie nih xreply msg...WT*&%#^%@%....bodoh arr pompuan camnih...mayb sbb dier tkt lelaki tuh tngglkn dier kot sbb dier dh bg everything kn....nauzubillah...hanya ALLAH yg lebih mgetahui...what make me dare to expose here bcos i already know what they hv done at the back of people...muker punyer baik pijak semut xmati kottt...damnnn!!!!naper aku bleh tperdaya??patut arr ckp mak xnk dgr hari tuh sbb ader udang disebalik mee....owh u...yes u...bleh g blah arrr...raser cam nk pijak2 jew koe tau...aarrgghhh raser cam nk expose jew namer koe kt sini tp mcm lar koe bacer belog ku ini...hhmm its ok its alright....................tatatititutu

sker sker jeww

Assalamualaikum....

while waiting for the very the heavy rain to stop, i'm blogging....haih dh nk balik dh td skali bdk PSO tuh pulak kaco urrgghhh....xtau nk tulis aper so let see wut is happening here in MONASH...guess wut have i took on my way from surau...TADAAAAA

teka arr per itu...haha tber2 lembu sesat pulak kt opis kn:p

and now the event is happen right front of the foyer...me sgt the mls u ols nk turun jd busy body so makk ddk arr kt opis yg xbaper nk happening nih....dgr arr sorak morak mereka di bwh saner...well2 i've asked few friends how to make others to follow us in blog....well it is not that easy to invite people as and not easy as ...welll i love to write n nonsensing in here...ahaks...grammar i dont even care bcos this is not a formal situation...so wut was they told me to go to  to promote my blog...WTH...sgt klakar oke...mmg gelak bsr arr kterorg dlm bilik boss...paper pon i write for fun no heart feeling pls...klau xpndai gurau ddk surau...ahaks...will be away quite a while cos i hv important job to do...which their future is in my hand...hahahaha...tata titi tutu

duit hantaran @ hantaran??kompiusss??

Guess I found this from my sis in law’s Facebook page…hhhmm 1K? are u kidding me? Nk mkn aper jew nnti? As I know definition for ‘duit hantaran’ is belanja kawin…tol x? well zaman mak ayah kter dulu bleh arr 1K tuh…dgn ekonomi kter skang cukup kew 1K tuh?aqiqah anak aku pon nk dkt 2K aper cer??klau arr stkt bwk sedara mara xsmpai 50 + 50 belah pompuan cukup arr kot…wat majlis kt masjid jew xyah sanding2 nih…mlenkn hantaran kawin…ala yg men dulang2 bbalas dulang nih…itu xwajib nk bg smpai 10 dulang…ikut kemampuan masing2 jew…klau xmampu stkt bg 2-3 dulang cukup arr…itu kter panggil adat…nk ikut boley xnk pon xper…tp aper org akan kater if kter wat majlis cenggitu??biaser arr mulut org nih kter xbleh nk tutup lg2 makcik2 yg kepochi nih…mesti ader suara2 sumbang ckp ‘klau xder duit tuh buat cara xder duit…dh gatal sgt nk kawen arr tuh’…haaa tuh yg xsdp nk dgr…klau arr keluarga kter xder org yg mulut camtuh alangkah bahagia tol hidup nih…gara2 xnk malu muler arr keluarga pompuan nih mnagih duit dr anak2 utk blanja kawen si adik/kakak@ jual brg kemas kew….wahai si LELAKI…sanggupkah anda tgk bakal mak mertua anda buat camtuh?so please consider bout this…and si pompuan pulak jgn nk hrpkn 100% duit lelaki n klau bleh tlg jgn nyusahkn mak bapa anda mlenkn derg bg korg 10K cash sbb klau derg xder duit muler arr minta sedekah kt anak2…is really happen…xkesian kew ngn mak bapak korg…bler anak2 kater xder duit jew menangis derg mmikirkn camner arr anak derg yg lg sorg nih nk kawen…yg si anak nih dok mdesak xsbr2 nk kawen…iyerlar 1^st nk elak dr maksiat…mmg elok niat tuh tp ikut kemampuan yek adik2 klau duit xcukup(bkn xder duit) elok arr kter buat yg wajib dulu means kter nikah dulu kew...n si ibu menjawab ttg mahar...mahar means mas kawen...mas kawen tuh bkn kew dh ditetapkn di setiap negeri baper2...kew aku yg slh?hhmm just click the link and look at it:)

Ok now we move to 2^nd story…this happen to my friend..ceta dier lebey kurg cam kt atas nih lar…1 day my friend nih bwk parents dier g jumper parents lelaki nih…alar maser raya…sajer nk knl2…pastuh dh smpai nih borak2 arr kosong…skali tber2 bleh pulak parents lelaki nih mntk nnti derg nk kawen jgn mntk tnggi sgt…aper cer tuh?ceta nih dh lamer actually tp bler tnmpk gmbr kt atas nih can relate skit2;)…actually xbaper elok sgt permulaan perkenalan dh terus serang org camtuh…kter sbg tuan rumah kena arr hati2 skit…nih blum kawen lg..kang dh kawen muler mntk mcm2…mesti org dh pk len kn…n lg 1, kter sbg tuan umah kena arr ader kt dpn lyn tetamu tp bleh pulak derg nih ddk kt dapur biar bakal besan nih kt dpn tecengang…the sad part derg ddk dapur bleh pulak mkn2…hish 1 permulaan xbek arr…klau aku dh kena reject awal2 dh…tp member aku nih dh angau tlebey kt lelaki nih…so keluarga dblkg kn arr…haish dunia2…kter harus arr beri keutamaan kt keluarga kter dulu terutama mak n bapak…klau arr 1 hari derg dh xder baru meraung n nyesal x abis…actually my friend nih pon 1 of my inspiration to expose her life in my blog…saperkh dier??biarlar rahsia…saper tgigit cili dier teraser pedasnyer…bye2 n assalamualaikumJ peace yo!!

Suara cicit Tunku Abdul Rahman - Sharyn Lisa Shufiyan

This article has trigger me to write on my blog...how nice if my mom still around and when i show this to her she will explained from A-Z how we won on the Independent Day...what happen on 13th May...everything she will repeated the same story she told me previously and at the end she will give her opinion...but now she is with the creator ALLAH SWT and no one can tell me bout Malaysia history anymore...well said, i hate history... surprising me i passed for this subject in my SPM;)..well i saw this in sumone's Facebook pg and sharing it at his wall...i only can said that i hv no comment on this just appreciate wut ever u hv and just remember ur creator...well if you want to know what hv she wrote on this page here you are;

she is the great-grandchild of Tuanku Abdul Rahman...our 'Bapa Kemerdekaan'...i dont know her anyway

she wrote this...

Both my parents are Malay. My mum’s heritage includes Chinese, Thai and Arab, while my dad is Minangkabau. Due to my skin colour, I am often mistaken for a Chinese.

I’m happy that I do
n’t have the typical Malay look but I do get annoyed when people call me Ah Moi or ask me straight up “Are you Chinese or Malay”

Like, why does it matter? Before I used to answer “Malay” but now I’m trying to consciously answer Malaysian instead.

There’s this incident from primary school that I remember till today. Someone told me that I will be called last during Judgement Day because I don’t have a Muslim name. Of course, I was scared then but now that I’m older, I realise that a name is just a name. It doesn’t define you as a good or bad person and there is definitely no such thing as a Muslim name. You can be named Rashid or Ali and still be a Christian.

I’ve heard of the 1Malaysia concept, but I think we don’t need to be told to be united. We’ve come such a long way that it should already be embedded in our hearts and minds that we are united. Unfortunately, you can still see racial discrimination and polarisation. There is still this ethno-centric view that the Malays are the dominant group and their rights must be protected, and non Malays are forever the outsiders.

For the concept to succeed, I think the government should stop with the race politics. It’s tiring, really. We grew up with application forms asking us to tick our race. We should stop painting a negative image of the other races, stop thinking about ‘us’ and ‘them’ and focus on ‘we’, ‘our’ and ‘Malaysians’.

No one should be made uncomfortable in their own home. A dear Chinese friend of mine said to me once, “I don’t feel patriotic because I am not made to feel like Malaysia is my home, and I don’t feel an affinity to China because I have never lived there.

I know some baby Nyonya friends who can trace their lineage back hundreds of years. I’m a fourth generation Malaysian. If I am Bumiputra, why can’t they be, too? Clearly I have issues with the term.

I think the main reason why we still can’t achieve total unity is because of this ‘Malay rights’ concept. I’d rather ‘Malay rights’ be replaced by human rights. So unless we get rid of this Bumiputra status, or reform our views and policies on rights, we will never achieve unity.

For my merdeka wish, I’d like for Malaysians to have more voice, to be respected and heard. I wish that the government would uphold the true essence of parliamentary democracy. I wish for the people to no longer fear and discriminate against each other, to see that we are one and the same.

I wish that Malaysia would truly live up to the tourism spin of Malaysia truly Asia. Malaysians to lead – whatever their ethnic background. Only ONE NATIONALITY MALAYSIAN. No Malays, No Chinese, No Indians – ONLY MALAYSIANS…Choose whatever religion one is comfortable with.

*i just copy n paste from that page...is it true or not she wrote this, wallahuAllam...

++LEMBBSSS++

hv no idea y this morning their server get jammm...mayb sbb org dh gaji kot...tp aku xgaji lg...camner tuh??pg2 dh wat org nek hanginnn..haisshhh

haaa tgk tuh...baru kol baper kot...

+ sorry i am bz +

Assalamualaikum n hi there...there is no update since i am so bz for this month n next month:)

+april oh april.....+

hhmm how im going to start this...april shud be my happy month unfortunately there is so many obstacle which me have to go through...so true when people said that Allah loves HIS people thats y HE gave so much challenger to see if we can handle it or not...not to forget if HIS people remember HIM or not...so wut i can say here i accept every single test HE gave me even it is hard...

last sunday my sis in law missed her flight just bcos she went in 20 minutes b4 they take off....this is not the 1st time she took the flight but this is the 1st time she missed it....well luckily that time we still at the airport....so we went home with so many feeling in our mind n we blame the airline company....s we reached home we tried to make ourself not to think about it too much so we assume that her bag will reach at the destination without the owner n we laugh n laugh....suddenly my father in law called n said that the bag doesnt reached there n when they checked the airline company have removed it since the passenger is not there...van da vart??!!*&%#$
so it must b still in the airport right?wut make me upset they didnt even inform us bout it...or mayb that is the procedure they shud tell us earlier....same goes to their unfriendly staff when we asked them y must they closed the gate 20minutes b4 they taking off n the staff gave the unsatisfied answer n went off just like that...wut?!!is that it?is that the way u talked to ur customer?so unprofessional n lack of customer service knowledge!! he shud remind us that time but he just left us with so many question marks in our head.....

how disappointed we are...wut a day!!

so i started to look for the tix n b4 that i called the airline company n asked bout the bag...well the girl told me that they still kept the bag only for 3 days n after that they will charge us...she clarified with me s when n when im going to take the bag...so i told her i'm going to take it today since im going to book the tix today.....i booked morning flight at 7.15am...i assume there will b a staff who taking care the passenger's bag will b in b4 that time...unfortunately the staff will only b in around 7++...van da vart??!!#%&@*&
y that girl didnt told me earlier bout the time...eh hello u shud assume that ur customer is 0 knowledge...act like they dont know anything...shud give an information from A-Z not when they ask only u tell them....owh it is really testing my patient.....so now my sis in law fly without her bag....at the end we pass the number to my father in law since he used to work in airport b4 n let him talk to them bout it....pray hard to Allah so that the airline company can sent the bag to the destination......amiiinn

*shud i mention which airline company here?well i think people can judge which airline company give bad service to their customer

+ mooooddd plsss coommmeee +

where have u been??i'm soo no in the mood....pls come cos i've a lotsss thing to do...plsss m begging u:(

+ i wanted to b n active blogger +

hi there assalammuailaikum

i wanted to b active in here so that i can share n express my feeling with u ols...but do i hv a time to do all this things?hhmmm...just wish me luck;)

+ the person that i dislike +

hi n assalamualaikum everyone...i know no one is reading my blog anyway...but i still want to great everyone here...well2 long time i've not updating my blog but now just want to share to u guys about the person i dislike d most...actually i've kept it too long inside my heart bout this person which let we called her B a.k.a Bitchy...i dont like to write that words but bcos of her attitude similar with this word so i hv to...to cut it short wut she hv done until i gave this title to her, well she dont respect me n my family...ok let we begin the entry here............

last year but i cant remember the date cleary, she came to our house s a guest...ya coming to KL if u stay in hotel it will cost u a lots anyway...so we let her stayed in couples of days...i dont mind actually if she stay longer butttt pls respect me s the owner of d house...my house is not a hotel for u to simply go in n out...where is your manners huh?!!u dont even talk to me..dont even shake my hand...wut u think u are???hey hello even the king shake hand with his people...once u arrived to my house u already set ur mine u were in the hotel dont u?i dont mind if u wanted to go out with your boyfriend and sleep with him, go out for a vacation or honeymoon perhaps but pls not infront of me oke?!n i dont understand this people cos her mother herself dont even care wut her daugther have done...*big sigh*...i hope i can trained my kids not b like that n i thank Allah cos my parents hv raised us with gud knowledge...owh 1 more thing...i guess she lack of manners bcos she doesnt go any college or U thats y she bcame wild person n dont even know wut moral is;) thats y she bcame so JAKUN when came down to KL...summore this B want people to respect her?comelar babe...u urself did not practice that but u want people to respect u?what i can say is u dont deserved to get any respect from people...people like u only can b called s slut B****...

last but not least i hope u r lucky person cos how many guys u hv cheated on them n also u hv slept with them...please seek forgiveness from Allah babe b4 its too late

p/s: in malay words...seperti katak di bwh tempurung or translate it bcome like frog under coconut shelve (this is wut our PVC said):P

i dont even care if people get offended of my writing n i dont care of my grammar as well!!

still in d office ಥ_ಥ

aarrgghhh...dont understand but i'm still in d office at this time...its all bcos of a heavy rain so everyone in the building stuck at their own office...now almost 6pm n wut time i'm going to reach home??need to cook for lovely hubby *sigh* m(><)m.....

♥ my new life ♥

i know actually i dont have to post it either to let people know bout mylife...wut i'm trying to do now is to write sumthing to improve my writing skills in English...yeap writing help us to improve our writing skills..is true right?? ❁◕ ‿ ◕❁...anyway let me start with it

is quite long i've not updated my blog..it is because of my life which turned to sumbody's wife...YES i am a WIFEY now(◑‿◐)...tats y i am so bz preparing my wedding ceremony and also my commitment with my new job...more responsibility because i'm handling examination in here...change department and have new colleagues which more matured...maybe that is the reason y i've moved here...hhmm TTYL bout this(◕‿-)...well too much reality show thought me new shortcut for d sentence(◕‿-)...anyway i'm going to continue my study next week...YES continuing my studies which i left it 4 years perhaps...hhmm people said if u want to gain ur knowledge u wont care how old are u..even my mom can continue her studies...maybe she will get her PhD's...who knows right??(-̮̮̃•)۶

what make me so anxious to continue my study??too much of suppression on me...they didnt show straight to my face but in silence way which no one realize it..so i promised to myself n show to those people that i can(¬▂¬)...some example which happen to my friend; no qualification just SPM(11th grade i guess) who fall in love with sumbody who have degree...ya just degree not Master or PhD(-̮̮̃•)۶...get rejected because no future and how to survive with RM900/month...pity that person...that case really make me more motivated..hhmmm *sigh*...hope i can do it..YES i can(◕‿-)

well well well...i'm not alone for my future but together with my bff and really hope (finger cross) that we can grad together...hihi٩(●̮̮̃•)۶...1 more thing my syllabus is in English...oohh my gucci...now i have to attend more English class n change my language at home٩(●̮̮̃•)۶


p/s: dont care bout my grammar as long as i am trying from now onwards٩(●̮̮̃•)۶

+The Chipmunks & The Chipettes+

yesterday as usual had my weekly movie...tis week we choose Alvin & The Chipmunks 2...well from the beginning until end i keep laughing none stop...very enjoyable and funny...the best part was when its surprising me with the appearance of my fav actor CHUCK (Zachary Levi)...the same character in CHUCK the series

actually when i saw him i thought he will be the bully of the chipmunks but i failed in it...his a good babysitter actually and funny actor...well nothing even more funny when the girls group they called it as The Chipettes...Chipette sound a bit weird among malay's...kindda bad word perhaps...anyway overall i prefer this movie compare to Avatar!

+sunday 8tvt+

actually i dont have any plans on Sunday...suddenly i received a call from my close fwen Farah...she need a help...her car broke down n need me to sent her to workshop...i deal with it and planned to woke up early on Sunday...unfortunately i woke up at 11.30am and rushing to make myself ready...at the same time i have a date with my sister at KLCC...i've already told her tat i will be late company Farah with my fiance....she also have a date with her PLURK fwen so she can wait for us...i drove to Subang then had a lunch and make our move to Taman Desa where Farah left her car....when we reach there hopefully we can changed the tyre by ourself but we couldnt find the special key to take out the rim's screw..n bcos of tat we turn back to look some workshop near by and called the foreman to look after the tyre but the same thing he said still need the special key to open up the screw...bcos of the 17' type of rim further more she drove Jazz we still have to find the key...finally Farah have to called up her dad to asked about the key...we got no choice to tell her dad the true...hihi...so after replace it wit the spare tyre she drove slowly to the workshop...actually she is lucky cos the tyre didnt blew up...is bcos got small 'swallow' near the lower side of tyre...that wut the foreman told us

here it is...have to see it closely

done with it we straight away to KLCC...yes i drove there...my 1st time driving my car to KLCC...at 1st we looking for the daily parking so we turn and turn around looking for the outside parking but we get wrong way n enter the inside parking which the price is RM3 for the 1st hour and another hour is RM2.50...whose going to paid about RM20 for the stupid price of parking...ridiculous price!!so we paid the RM3 n quickly get out from there...finally we found the RM2 for the 1st hour parking and RM1 per hour after that...but a bit far from the KLCC...we used the ISETAN entrance to get inside and found BOBBI BROWN counter...without thinking twice i straight away go to the counter and bought the basic make up set for my dowry...damn!!for the 1st time i spent a lot for my make up set...my fiance likes the color n look very natural and easy applied on my face...look very fresh then...so i'm very satisfied with it and paid directly to the cashier...the promoter very kind give me free lip gloss and toner if i'm not mistaken bcos he raped it nicely for me...after bought the make up set we went to RAOUL inside the ISETAN but there is less choice so we went to the boutique...OMG sell like hell ya...hihi...cant imagine we grab everything...hehhee...but a bit regret cos we already bought some of it from Singapore which we can get it cheaper from here...tuhlar lmbt sgt buat sale...gak skit kang baru tau....n the most regret thinggy is when MU lost with LEEDS...what is LEEDS??just a ordinary club which not as famous n greater than MU...damn!!wut a shamed??


p/s:to those who not understand my words i'm so so sorry coz i'm on my way to learn n write in english..hihi

~GOOD BYE 2009~

jelesh nyer bler tgk parking byk kosong pastuh campus laks sunyi xder org...masing2 dh amik cuti lar, halfday lar...aku gaks teperap kt opis nih dgn 2 org lg staff....huhu...tedey nyer...mencinyer!!so nk lepas kn ksedihan aku lunch kt pyramid bsamer2 lunch mate aku CT...until today wut i can say she is ok...mmg skepala n kterorg xder secret2 dh...hihi...besh2 kwn ngn dier...xhipokrit mcm sstgh org kt Monash nih...bkn nk kater sumer ok...sstgh jew...so we had our lunch at Full house...actually nih pn last minitnyer decision...so telah mhabiskn duit around RM50...tkejut x??tuhlar tpk gaks aper yg aku mkn hari nih so nih lar menu lunch aku utk hari nih...huhu

haaa..yg nih jew dh RM8.90...mushroom soup with walnut slices...mmg sdp...harga pn bleh tahan...hihi

yg nih laks spaghetti mushroom...biaser2 jew pn raser dier tp harga bleh tahan RM17.90...haaa nk kater bbaloi tuh mmg xbbaloi r sbb raser lebey kurg mcm kt secret recipe nyer spaghetti jew...tp utk mnjdkn satapan harian mmg xlar kn even mingguan pn dlm mimpi jew...kalu sajer2 tuh bleh r kot nk raser suasana full house nyer...hihi

owrite bbalik pd tajuk utama goodbye 2009 right now i'll officially close my 2009 book n welcome to 2010...this year i have lots of planning...wedding planning and the most important is tteeetttt...hahahhaa...aderlar kn...hihi...with my new work i'll be more mature cos there are a lots of stuff need to learn futhermore a lots of hand over task i need to handle by my self...yesterday had a meeting with Alice n Lay San...damn!!like wanna cry only...they just give me time to make myself comfortable with the environment n just a simple2 job i have to do..but on the new year here we come the biggest task i have to handle...wut was the task...we will wait until my next blog ok...hihi...long time no updated blog i make today bcos the last day of the year 2009 i'll creat a story along my journey in year 2009....

09.09.09

this date everybody celebrating their day with a marriage n maybe a proposal to their girlfriend and also celebrating their bday...but this date was the date which we lost a friend name ABIL...eventhough i'm not so close with him but at my point of view his a good kid...kindda brother to me...at the first time we met at Sinbad Pyramid...his kindda shy boy not much to talked about and smile 24 hours...he has a cute smile...boyfriend to my lil sis Hanna...we had fun hanging together watched him playing futsal...date with hanna...but on the day i received a sms from my bro Amal i was shocked...is hard to accept this kind of news n that month was a Ramadhan...after work i straight away to Subang and 1st person i wanted to meet was Hanna...she so tough n i know is hard to accept the fate but fate is fate...no one can changed it...i wait until the funeral then we hang around to make Hanna feel presentable and not to think too much about the Him

+Vacation+

this year my mom, my fiance, my sister & myself went to singapore....all this is the last minute plan where me & my sis went to JB n met with 1 of the Monash staff talking bout the sale in Singapore....i never think much bout it but my sis already thinking to buy a camera and LV's bag...hehhee...lots of money huh...but that just a plan...so i simply picked a date which on 18th December we move from PJ then drive through JB 1 of my relative was there...we r lucky cos we can park our car at her house...then we took a bus from Larkin to Singapore...at the check point there are lots of procedure we have to follow....damn tired...better we drove to get in here...so we stayed at our grandmother(my grandfather's curzin) house...her husband we called atok was so nice...he company us to the shopping complex and had a walk at Orchard Road and tell us which place is good...unfortunately he have to go home cos grandma not feeling very well...poor mom which have to stayed at home to take care of her...but is ok we will go there next time with 1 family because the reason we were there is SHOPPING...hehehe...but feel a bit upset when i'm not able to get anything for myself...my fiance, he got wut he wants for long time ago; PSP

we bought it for S$270(RM707)...thats cheap if want to compare in Malaysia is about RM899

and my sis bought a new camera Sony DSC-TX1/N

here some pic we snap using this camera
nice huh...hihi

and this using my camera Lumix ZR1...hihi

so that is it my 2009 experience but b4 that want to introduce my new colleague from my new department;

STUDENT SERVICES DEPARTMENT MONASH UNIVERSITY

until we meet again in my next entry...GOODBYE 2009 & WELCOME 2010!!!

transformer ticket for reservation full!!!!

last tuesday try nk book ticket for tis sat but they havent open yet for reservation...even call derg pn derg xnk bg...thursday baru bkk...so this morning i try to book perghhh dh fully booked...hampes sungguh2...so dgn kekecewaan yg mdlm dihati ini akan pergi mbeli sndri lunch nnti bsamer2 teman spjuangan...kihkihkih

allocate +...is fun!!

today i'm doing the allocate + for year 1 students...i really enjoyed doing this when there is no error and the pics are there all the time...but....once the pics missing the problem will take 1 week to fix it...hehehe...anywhere for time being i'm really enjoy my job but once come the other job which not related to me it will be sucks man!!finished allocate the students quickly and starts doing for Dr Amreeta's selectives...poor her everyday come to my place and checked whether i already allocate the student's accordingly their 1st,2nd & 3rd choice or not...and the lecturers are waiting which students will go for their selectives...everything is on me!!fuuihh...there is a big responsiblity i have to carry when comes to grouping thinggy!like i said to CYC (one of my students) 'I HAVE THE POWER TO CHOOSE' hahaha....